Things are still going good with H relationship wise. He is frustrated with his job and says it is soooooo stressful. I find that hard to believe but I try to validate his feelings. The way he complains about work is something that has always bothered me. I don't think he would be happy at any job. He wants a job where he makes a ton of money with no stress...but who doesn't??? Whatever, I just try to let it roll off my back and not get irritated at him which I guess is a 180 for me.

We spent a lot of time together this weekend. Went to dinner Friday night and he asked me to stay the night. I had a horrible horrible dream about OW that night. It was long and very vivid and involved her coming here....which she has threatened to do. When I woke up I was kind of mad at H....I guess because of the dream. I was laying in the bed with my back turned to him and then he started rubbing on me...and then initiated ML....so I guess that took care of my residual mad feelings from the dream.

He had to go to work that morning so I left pretty early. When he got into work he called me just to tell me that he had a really good time the night before, so that was nice. He had to work late that night but when he got home he sent me a text to see if I wanted to come over and spend the night. I had had a long day and was already in the bed so I told him I couldn't. I am hoping that will make him think about me moving in there.

There were a few times I wanted to bring up the living conditions, but things were going so good I didn't really want to do anything that could mess that up. Maybe if he doesn't bring it up in the next couple of weeks I will.

Things are still going good and H seems to be trying really hard.

Kris