So, quick summary, H had said he wanted to date, didn't want D anymore. Last couple months overall nice. Had some dates, some ML, some good talks, things definitely were moving in baby steps overall.
Then Friday night he leaves me IMs saying he volunteered for a deployment (my take - he's running from everything - dealing with me, OW, school, and his general feeling of failing at life and going back to the one thing he perceives he is good at), he's leaving in a couple months, and that we need to give our M closure before he leaves. He sent some forms and/or a letter to my parents' house which I haven't picked up as I've been a bit distracted trying to study for this final.
My study group yesterday did go well. I am feeling okay about the final, but I guess I won't know til I walk in there at 6 pm tonight lol.
No word from H since Saturday.
I'm only working a part-day today from home. So that part is sorta nice at least.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
