HELP! What do you do when your ready to give up?

[Rusty]

Hi Debbie - I know exactly how you feel - almost to the letter! I know the sleepless nights and the OVERWHELMING panic and the lack of trust. I am pretty sure my WAH is now seeing someone and it makes me absolutely crazy. I had a terrible backslide yesterday - crying, begging, telling him how he "really" feels, etc. And I don't know how to recover from that. But reading your posts and seeing that someone else has the same feelings that I do, helps so much. I also owe a huge apology to Tink - slamming her for suggesting the book "Why Men Marry Bitches" - got it Tink, read it - thank you and forgive me!
All of the advice for you resonates with me and thank you for your candor!