I'm feeling a little calmer. I'm getting my ducks in a row. I've got one letter from doctor and am in the process of getting other letters from psychiatrist and therapist.
I will NOT speak to h until wed when I see d and even then I will be quiet. I can promise you that.
you guys are right. I've totally been giving him my power and believing everything he says. he isn't the law. I haven't done anything to endanger my child and I hope and pray the advocate and judge see this and don't succumb to h's lies.
I feel lonely that d isn't here. she's my family. I can't fathom not having her. my I have to put my faith in god that things will work out.
