My W mentioned that she was going to go with friend afterwards to hit some stores for clothes shopping. I had a feeling she would bring her along since it wasn't going to take me long and I couldn't picture her driving back across town to pick her up. Energy you could also be right too. The cool thing was her friend liked the flower bed and landscaping, keep asking me questions on where I got what and how much and told my W she would like to go to Wal-Mart to get some of those plants.
Well I know that I won't take love from my goddess for granted ever again. It is very true that my W is a genuine sweetheart. She gets that good kind of feed back from a lot of people including female co-workers. It has always been that way with all her jobs, I think that says a lot.
She is doing a good job of taken care of herself, I tell her things that I notice to support her and build her up, she seems to take it well.
I thought that her leaving was the worst thing to happen to me, but it turns out it was the best thing to happen cause it forced me to take a hard look at things and really focus on myself. If she had stayed I would have been a lot more lax, probably not try has hard, wouldn't have gained has much as I have. I actually think that all the these steps in the order they are going in is more Gods hands remolding our relationship. Things happen a certain way in a certain order for a reason.
Well I'm pretty certain that she has some self conflict. I think it does come across confusing for the old me and the new me, even the counselor said that it would be hard for her to understand how I could change so fast, but that is due to my personality type. She should become less confused as time goes on as long as I stay consistent in my change. I know that I have a lot to prove to her.
I have turned this over to God and he knows my heart, so I will let him guide me and continue to pray for us. I do know that my W is praying too.
There is a verse that says "All things are possible with God."
