Mini update....

Was in a great mood today after yesterdays PMA pickmeup.

A buddy called asked me to stop by and hang-out so headed out decided to stop by the local Mickey D's to catch a quick bite.
Didn't pay attention when I pulled in...

Go walkin in the front door and I see D11 gettin a pop and there she is...the W. It was one of those situations where when you see somebody you don't won't to talk to but you have no place to run and hide. So I put on a smile and say well HI! Wow this is a nice SURPRISE.

W looks at me and says oh my gosh, I could tell she was taken off balance. She say's well hi what are you doing here (duh).
I head to the biffy to wash my hands and to compose myself so as not to make a backslide. I go back out and pass them to go and place my order and say I will be right back...

Get my food and head to their table, could tell W was nervous, so I help D11 open up her meal and just start up some convo. W is abit fidgety and I locked on to her eyes she looked into mine and they were so deep I haven't seen her in a week and with as much as I feel I have detached to the sitch couldn't help but feel that warmth of love in myself.

I made sure to not talk while she was and validated when she was making a point and kept my composure god how I still love her.
So this went on for about 10 minutes and she said why don't you sit down I said that's nice of you but I gotta get going but thanks for askin. So D11 reached out her arms for a hug and I hugged her gave her a kiss told her I loved her and looked at W straight in the eyes (funny she wasn't looking away at all today) so there was alot of eye to eye contact and said you guys have a great afternoon. Said my goodbye's and left I could feel her looking at me (ya know that feeling) it all felt good hopefully I did good.

Brian


Me:46/W:38
D:18/D:12
Bomb: 08/27/07
Seperated: 05/17/08
M:9/T:13