Guys, I need to take a break from this site. I think right now it's doing more harm than good as it's just feeding my obsession over my R and it's demise. Should anything exciting happen, I'll let you know. In the meantime just consider me sad, mentally fighting it and my H continuing to distance himself from me and our R.
I wish each and every one of you happiness, however that may come.
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09