kml, Dave Ramsey is awesome. He is a little hard to listen to sometimes but his programs works!! I want to buy his "enevelope system" really bad.. Things are going well..sometimes it scares me that i will start hurting again fincially but I just take it one day at a time.
Catfan- That last day of April was really really bad...I have come a long way as everyone else that has been here atleast that long has to. I haven't had a lot of time to catch up on everyone lately but I hope your doing well..
LucasE- don't feel bad one bit..you have no idea how many times I have been where you were. I am so sorry that you are here and you have to go through this. It stinks and there is no two ways around it but you have to grieve and each day you will get a little stronger. If you are no in some sort of couseling..here or individual counseling you might consider it.. it really has helped me alot. I still go once a week and so do my girls. We go to the local college and it does not cost anything. (we don't have health ins) they are getting their master's so they have to do so many hours in order to graduate. My girls beg me to go.
Well tonight has been hard for some reason but it is bed time and tomorrow I will wake up and keep moving. I think I might be tired... (the girls came home tonight from being at his house for a week and everything keeps being referenced to his house) it just makes me a little sad but it is alright.
I hope everyone has a good night..keep your chin up!
