I have gone there before and it it is very inspirational. But I still have trouble believing my situation will be getting any better. I pray every day and think about my wife and kids constantly. I am ready to throw in the towel....I had it out with my W again on the phone. She always tries to control me and I lost it yesterday and told her I don't want to talk to her anymore. I regretted it right after I said it. I just can't control my emotions when she tries to pull that $##@!. I am slipping so bad...I don't know if we can ever get through this. She keeps complaining that I am holding up the D..She probably wants to marry the OM...I hate this


H 42
W 37
M17 T20 years
3 daughters 11,11,14
seperated 11/26/07
EA neighbor/ moved in w/ him 2/8
Filed for D 01/08 finalized soon