I am at peace with the fact I did all I could to fix it. H did not want to fix anything. I have learned to hold my head up high, for I tried my best, thats all i can ask out of myself. I have looked within myself and found my flaws and started to fix them. Am i perfect, no never will be, but thats ok with me. Somewhere there is someone who will love and appreciate me for me.
Bear....this is the best thing I've ever seen you post! I think you'll find it helpful to help others...it will help you articulate where you're at and it always is easier to give the advice than to take it (I am case in point....) It's so good to see you believing in yourself!
Keep going!! J~
M 35 H 29 M 4 yrs T 9 yrs D 3 S born 10/19/07 Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08 Status - still figuring this out