Well.....I so appreciate all of you....you are what is getting me through this...you listen..and you don't judge....I really can't even begin to tell you how I appreciate it....It is beyond words...
My D15 just came running up to tell me that H had just emailed her and her sister...apologizing for hurting them...I must have struck a nerve....maybe he does have a heart after all....
And Heart...you are right I do keep stealing him back from God...that was exactly what I've been doing...I just keep trying to hang on....
I then remembered a prayer card I have on my refrigerator...here is what it says......
Hugs to all of you....I pray for everyone daily....
LET GO AND LET GOD
As children bring their broken toys with tears for us to mend, I brought my broken dreams to God becaues he was my friend. But then, instead of leaving Him in peace to work alone, I hung around and tried to help, with ways that were my own. At last, I snatched them back and cried, "How can you be so slow?" "My child," He said, "What could I do? You never did let go."
So I let go today....I let God take it to mend....
Treese
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity