understand ? Not so much understand as wonder why I can get a counciling appointment in 24 hrs and I was not the one who was suffering, was she not able to I would have gone, what did I do not listen and understand she gave me a book I am terribly dyslexic it takes me weeks to read and comprehend but that was and is why. I could not read and comprehend and I don't listen and am not doing my carrier so I got fat and lacked focus.
