right now I feel like I totally blew it and he seemed so sincere in that he's not coming home...I'm sick to my stomach actually..and my head is pounding...I'm so afraid....I've done so well with not bringing anything up....I don't want a divorce....but I think he has his mind made up...I will try to detach and not say a word....
one thing that is sticking in my head is that he couldn't tell me if he was happy or not...Is that just because he didn't want to hurt me anymore or is he really not as happy as he appears?
And I know everyone has heard the same things....but gosh it feels so true and he said he has no feelings for me...and he can't even give me a hug? Why? Is he afraid I will hang on? Afraid of feeling something? Am I fooling myself?
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
