Update: Well, plans are a-chagin' again! Found out that some flight conflicts would prevent me from being able to stay here at my Moms for any longer than through this month. I did call H today but JUST to verify and coordinate his help with my move and the care of my dog. I do feel frustrated that I am communicating with him and initiating it but there was no way around this call b/c H does not always answer emails. He was friendly but things just don't seem to be going anywhere. He has yet to ask me to do anything with him but I guess that may take some time. Maybe once I get back to work the true "missing me" will be able to happen because I'll be away at work and then trying to rebuild my life while at home. I just wish I had something a little more to grasp onto now than his upbeat attitude; like a sense that maybe he still wants this to work out. He talked about how he's been going to baseball games lately and I'm internally thinking "oh yeah, with who?..." but I just stayed upbeat as well. We talked for a good 5 or ten minutes which is an improvement on the previous 5 or 10 seconds. Maybe that should be encouraging. Any advice on how to handle the times when I DO need to contact H? I want to let him come to me but until I've settled back in to town I'll need to call him a couple more times to tie up loose ends. I am open to suggestions on how to handle.
