Found a really good IC for $50/hour (she had just left a practice to be on her own and agreed to continue seeing me for what a typical co-pay was).
I am doing much better than I even had been as recently as 2 weeks ago. Time does much, I think, as well as just living through the experience. In my family, I was always the stable, able one. Successful, living a blessed life. This is a far different reality, by far. And the pain was so great, I just wanted it to stop. Glad I held on; it does get better, even when you don't think it ever can.
I can't imagine doing the job you are doing now, to come back to a building full of kids who have little to no concept of what freedom, sacrifice or honor is. Do you have to deal with a ton of discipline problems, as well as the typical political stuff?
