THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM ON MY HEART

[LucasE]

Thanks for posting! I'm so glad you have found some peace. Your XH is a lame-o.

I need a shoulder! I burned through all of my friends. I spare them from my misery as often as I can. My kids are awesome but I am stuck in a stage where time spent with them is as painful as time spent apart. I even feel like I bored people on this board. I had a six month separation anniversary last week and haven't really been able to rise up since. I'm holding it together for work, for the kids and for the W, but am dying inside. I think that giving up is the only way for me to make it through this stage but I don't feel like I have the ability to give up. I was the life of the party. Now I'm my worst nightmare. Bummer, Eh?

Thanks again for posting. I'm all about Faith, Love and Hope. I hope I haven't spoiled anything. I was thinking of the offer to vent here. I'm venting so I can spend the rest of the day with a PMA around the kids and eventually the W for dinner. EEEK!