Too late for DB, thread 7

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He doesn't want to come back to me, part of him just doesn't want to split the family. He has nothing for me. Really. He wasn't happy in our relationship, he thinks he and I don't have enough in common and he can't be there for someone to lean on. "I'm probably not the best spouse for you. I don’t empathize or give the necessary support." He's given up on us.

He just called about the apartment lease. It ends July 31 and we have to give 30 days notice. He's looking at renting a co-worker's condo that she wants to rent out. He's moving on. I knew this, but it still hurts. I told him I'd rather be the one who moves out and he can stay in the house until it's sold.

I'm supposed to send him a list of things we need to do to the house to get it ready to put on the market.

This baby's done, stick a fork in it.

He's too far gone.

And Jeff, you're right, I am getter bitter and I am blaming him. I don't know how I'll ever get over that though.

I'm falling quickly on this rollercoaster, it's a down, down day and it stinks because I had been feeling pretty well the past few days.