Saturday, I got another difficult day - until I got the kids. It is unbelievable, I was sort of depressed, I missed W, then she called and asked me to keep the kids for the evening (so she could go out for dinner with OM), and I got happy right away - I didn't care what W was doing, I was just so happy to stay with the kids.... I think I am going nuts.
tiredandlost.... thank you for your support. The fact is that I had few weeks that I was doing well, with me and with W, then kaboom... a huge backslide!
Anyway........... If we are talking about emotions all over the place... THAT'S ME... W seems pretty OK, she has her "new" relation, she wants to divorce me, have a new life.... she doesn't feel she is doing ANYTHING wrong, hey she is set!
lodo - redefine myself is a necessary step, I agree. Thank you for remind it to me.
In a desert island.... mmmmm - 1)a BIG knife, 2)a lighter 3)ropes 4)a blanket 5)sunscreen.
