Hope4us struggle, part 4

[Hope4us]

Thanks Kat. I keep telling myself that. It's only been 9 weeks of NC (if in fact she's not talking to the POS) and I can't expect her to defog that quickly. And that's hard for me. I'm naturally impatient. I've mentioned before that I just want to scream at her "you F'd up, now lets fix this"! But I know I can't.

I'm glad you guys are here to help me and remind me that things are positive in my sitch. It's funny how you can't see it in your own sitch, but can in others.