I'm not on ADs and haven't even thought about it really. I don't think I have depression, I just get depressed because of my life's situation. But it's just that, it's a situation. For a while, sure, I lost a lot of my personality, feelings and emotions that I had pre-bomb. At the same time, I gained a whole new bunch of them, both negative and positive. There are definitely people who need them. I'm just not one of them and I think we all have a tendency to look to pills to answer our problems. Perhaps that's what I'm doing with the adderall right now, but I'm not planning on being on it long-term or often. Life is ups and downs and I don't think I'd appreciate the ups as much if I didn't have the major downs with which to compare. Just my two cents.


Me: 42/H: 37
T: 10 years/M: 8
D9, S8
Bomb: 7.23.07
Separated: 1.20.08
D Final 3.19.09
Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09

My life is good.