Onward and upward

[mishka422]

That is a beautiful thought Lola. Thank you. I will ask God to bless him.

I'm really starting to have a panic attack right now. H said he wants to get together to talk when he gets back with S13 tonight. They'll be back between 8 and 9 pm.

I am so scared. I don't want to do this but it's one of those situations where things seem to be coming to a head. My H is not a talker and I am a nonstop talker. I know I need to stop talking and start listening. I'm just afraid that we'll have total silence that way and he won't say anything of importance other than "I'm filing for D again this week."

Please pray for me to have the right words for my H tonight and to not say things that might damage our R any further.

I'm genuinely scared all.