Hope4us struggle, part 4

[Hope4us]

Thanks Guys. I'm trying my best to not get too high, but I can feel it coming....I just hope she doesn't say she wants it to work and then refuse what I need to heal.

Morning has picked up where we left off last night. Talking and talking. She's done a few things the last couple days that shows me she's thinking of ME. And it feels good.

We're going to go out for a bit to the store, and then to look at pools and then maybe to a sports bar to watch the Belmont Stakes. We've decided we'll probably go with an above ground pool which isn't near the investment of an inground so I'm going to play it by ear as far as where we're going etc.

WW is pretty torn about going to the grad party tomorrow. She wants to go, but it's a 5 hour round trip and she's not excited about that, but I think she'll end up going, but we'll see.

Anyway, more positive steps. I just hope she's not pulling something and is just playing/using me and the kids. But I don't think so.