Bill, I still hate that feeling. And I don't know about you but there is still a big part of me that doesn't feel right to completely close the door on the M either. I know I am divorced already but according to my church, I am still married in the church's eyes. So I don't know if that hurt is a testament to our character of standing for our commitment or if we are just messed up people who can't move on. Either way, I think its better than just being able to move on without feeling bad about it. Dare I say, "we're better than that"?