I slept ok last night, but just feel so sad. the thought of not having d5 in her bed is so sad to me, I just want to sleep all day and I feel like it's too hard right now to GAL knowing there is a possiblity that I might not get custody.
I'm so angry at h for doing this. I do not deserve this. he left us and yeah, when he had her on weekends, it was all fun and games and during the week with me it was school, consoling her because she didn't understand where daddy was, the whole thing. when social services is involved, they make you feel like you are a bad mom and it makes me furious because I know h made the call as another one of his tactics. so I may lose her based on lies and out of context things I wrote in a journal -- I don't even know at this point.
how does one go on if they lose custody of their kids??
I see mothers in this town here and their kids are filthy and they live in filthy apartments (I've been in them). why do they get to keep their kids???
