H4H - Thank you so much for being here, it helps me immensely.
You are so right - sometime I think the only way I could be able to DB properly is if I just take off for a couple of months - but I obviously can't. W is leaving Monday for her "business" trip - so I am not going to see, and probably hear her for the whole week.... She is going anyway to spend it with OM, so I don't know what good can come from it I need to prepare for when she comes back - NOT to ask how was the trip and all the other questions that I don't really need an answer for and are only going to get us in a fight. Maybe I should just stop talking completely - until the situation changes - but I am panicking - I am afraid that she is going to move with my kids to OM house - I don't know how I could react to something like that..... if there is a moment in life I have to build a strong character this is it.
