Too late for DB, thread 7

[cw68]

I'm tired tonight, but just wanted to say that this detaching thing is definitely becoming very real and natural. Today I didn't think of H and our situation near as much as I have every day for 10 months. We spent the evening at an end-of-the-year t-ball party and while I was very polite and we spent most of the evening together, I was much less connected with H. Even walked away without hugging him and didn't miss it. In fact, I was righteously angry because my D7 was crying and upset. At that moment I decided to let him completely feel those feelings and not be able to release anything to me.

Right now I'm listening to Eric Hutchinson. Love him. The current song is "Back to Where I Was."

New life decides to come through the front door
and makes us wish we'd shown respect before
though i don't have much of a choice
i resolve to regain my voice

chorus
if i only just begin to understand it that's because
everytime i time i start to change my mind again
it gets me back to where i was

new life decides we never had a clue
the two of us deciding what to do
though my hands are all but tied
i rebound so i can say at least i tried

chorus

and long as i'm allowed i'll change my mind that's what it's for
i'm getting older but i'm still the same i'm just not thinking anymore