See BND, you missed that I didnt say it was only going to hurt me. I get that, just having a hard time pushing through it right now.
Grabbing a hand isn't that easy right now Tom. It's all very complicated.
Like I said before, I just need to rest. I need time to simply regain my feet under me.
BND, I know, believe me I know. I heard every word you said to me. I get it. It's just trying to grasp it all that I am struggling with. I am not moving, I am just standing still instead of doing anything. Understand?
I know it sounds stupid, but I have to understand it before I can do anything and right now I don't. I am working doubles for the next 2 weeks and that should keep me fairly preoccupied. My kids leave the next week for Colorado for a month (which I am dreading) and I will have some time to work all of this out. My philosophy is, keep talking. Work it through and keep talking until you understand what it is that you are doing and why.
By the way:
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Shame.
You still have some of the chosen people in you don't you.
