Thanks Jeff. I really appreciate you taking the time to give me some input on this.

I didn't realize Michelle did that in a letter. I'm going to have to look back through her posts again. I just have missed that.

How would I know when he is ready to hear me? I guess I'm really restless with feeling so stuck. I keep hearing this voice in my head telling me to "be still". I'm doing my best. I have a VERY impatient nature so that is really a challenge.

Jeff, you have been at this for so long (or so it seems). How do you continue with this? Where do you find your strength to not just chuck it all in?


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!