Sounds good. I suppose right now its just hard with having so much time on my hands. Perhaps when I am settled in a new apartment and am back at work I will not be so tempted to call him when the loneliness sets in. I feel very disoriented here out of town and he is a familiar voice; even if just for a moment. The fear I feel makes it hard for me to believe that "nothing is something" but I will TRY!! Thanks. I will go back and read those posts. I'm hanging in there