So, for now, just trying to get through the next couple of weeks. I am really on pins and needles though, right now. I have this awful feeling that H is about to do something not so good. I don't like it at all.
Blindsided - is there anybody who could come and stay with you for the next couple of weeks? I wouldn't ignore that funny feeling you have.
Did you ever read The Sociopath Next Door? Some things about your H definitely seem like they could fit the profile. (Although, granted, MOST WASs seem insane in some way during their crisis).
Still - you having this bad feeling about H, him focusing on how he's going to be obligated to pay child support, you vulnerable and all alone in that apartment - gives me the heebie jeebies. Makes me think of those true crime dramas on tv, where the H knocks off the pregnant spouse. Don't let him go Scott Peterson on you.
You should have someone around you anyway, emergencies can happen with pregnant women so close to delivering, so recruit someone to stay with you, or go stay at someone's house.
