Hi guys. I need some advice. I am really struggling with the no contact thing. I have broken down and made contact with him (with the excuse of "business" type things) a couple of times over the past few days. I am thinking maybe re-reading DR may help me stop this pattern of behavior but sometimes I feel like it's just too late. I have been having thoughts of divorce lately which depress me on the one hand but on the other hand give me a sense of slight releif that I'd no longer be walking on eggshells wondering if I did/said the wrong thing or if we've just been separated too long for there to ever be reconciliation. What do you guys suggest I do to get a fresh perspective and a new attitude? I really want to commit to this process.
