Keep the PMA throughout. Remember that actions will speak louder than words - she is still there. Perhaps others will "beat on" me for this, but if she was totally committed to going, why is she still there? Having said that, don't dwell on this but maintain the focus on things that MAKE YOU HAPPY.
Hang in there bud.
LIS
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No one ever has, or ever will, escape the consequences of their actions.