For the Guy with Kids and a WW4

[hopeful4her]

I don't even care anymore, Puppy. I don't even feel tortured anymore. Just a bit numb sometimes. Sometimes meloncholy. I'll live

Its like I'm just waiting for the day she leaves, and hoping she doesn't, all at the same time. Obviously, things will change when and IF that happens. I will definately know how to treat her when that happens. While she is here, just trying to make the time here enjoyable.

For me. For all of us. Especially the kids.

I actually feel strong. I don't feel as if I have given anything to WW. The only thing she has on me is her leaving with the kids. I stay strong in my dealings with her. Remain upbeat. I don't feel like I coddle her. It probably sounds like I do. Just nice. I do like talking to her. Gotta fight that.