sorry to hear about the house Ian)))) I too agree with Donna, take some picts, I regret not having picts of my childhood home which was leveled also (it turned into a funeral home,yuck!)
Pressing the "speed" button for you, hope you able to pass this pre-post D filing moments and that you regain your strenght, hugs)))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.