My husband want to come home - help!

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Do not be afraid to succeed.

I believe I have tendencies to start sabataging myself when I see progress being made.

You worked so hard, its paying off...love and celebrate yourself!

Your self doubt can be felt by him as you are seeing. Animals can smell fear, and it either makes them agressive to go in for the kill, or teniative that the fear will lash out to bite them.

Embrace your success - you have earned it!