Pregnant and trying to be stronger

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Thanks ST and GM - I'm trying really hard to be calm and rational. It get really hard sometimes. H called yesterday and wanted to know how much I make monthly. I played dumb, like I didn't know why he was asking. He thinks that I am making this enormous amount of money. I kindly reminded him that I am now on disablility and have even less. I know that he is trying to figure out what he is going to have to pay in child support. I just blew off the conversation. I don't want him to think that I am getting my ducks in a row. So, I'm trying to lay low. Then he called me later and asked to borrow money. I just happened to let it go to voicemail, so oops, sorry, couldn't get to the phone and too busy to call you back. What nerve!!! He's trying to figure out some way to pay less child support and then goes and asks to borrow money from me. Even after I told him that I was strugling. Why isn't OW giving him money? Huh? What happened to his cash cow? I think H is getting pretty nervous knowing that all his debt is weighing him down and now he will have CS on top of it. So, we'll see how he behaves. This is when he starts to turn into the biggest jerk in the world. When it comes to money - he doesn't care about anybody or anything - just money. So, I just have to keep reminding myself not to let it hurt me. And, to cover my a$$