Thanks so much for your insights you guys. You know, it is amazing how time seems to be standing still. 2 months can feel like so long, and at other times pass in an instant. On one had it feels like I just got the "bomb" yesterday, and on another hand time is ticking so slowly.
I'm really trying to get in the mindset that this could be good. I just don't know. Then last night I got some confusing messages from him, so I think while he won't admit it, and is ADAMENT about not giving me any hope. I do think there is some confusion in there. So I'm going to just really try to give him the space, GAL, and pray that space helps us. It just feels so odd. I truly cannot imagine not living with this man I have been with for 12 years. I can't imagine my girls not seeing him everyday. They have a whole routine when he gets home from work. One runs and hides and waits for him to come find her. The other runs STRAIGHT to the garage door waiting for it to open when she sees his car come down our road.
It's all the daily little things, that even though things are strained right now, I truly cannot imagine having.
Chris
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__________ Me:39 H:39 D:8 D:4 M:9 (T 13) Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08, Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09 Still doing GREAT a year later!!!
