Thanks, Puppy. It hurts, of course. Not a freaking out kind of hurt, just one that says you knew this already. Just tried not to see it.
It was good so that I could pull way back. She was just taking it all in and still trying to make plans.
I swear, pulling back seems so detrimental to the R. I guess it is supposed to be. To make her realize.
Just do for me and the kids. I will invite, but not expect.
NO CAKE FOR YOU!
I went to wake up WW as she goes in early to work for a meeting. I fell back to sleep on sofa. Next thing I know, WW is waking me up in a towel asking me what time I go to work.
Uh, could you turn around and pick up that pencil behind you? She looks so tasty.
I tell her normal time.
She leaves and calls me 10 minutes later. The window went up. We talk a little. I could feel myself wanting to talk to her. This and that. I ask her if she was planning on going out of town this weekend. She had wanted to go see her dad again. She says no. We can't afford it. I wish I knew what they discussed the other day.
I tell her how much I don't want to go to work and that she is running late. We keep talking. For about 10 minutes. I say that I have to start to get ready. She tell me to have a good day. I tell her to have a great day. She says thanks.
Not very dark on my part. I have to remember.
Maybe I just want to be dim.
Thats me? Dim and Dimmer.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."