Too late for DB, thread 7

[cw68]

I know they know that, but it kills me inside that they sleep elsewhere from me. That I'm not there for them 24/7 and it's not by my choosing. That they only have one parent at a time and never the two parents in the same house together. Yes, we may do some things as a family, but it's not the same. It's just not fair. Not fair to them, not fair to me, but mostly not fair to them. I just don't understand how he can do that. It's the thing that baffles me the most. Not that he fell out of love with me, not that he doesn't understand how to give in marriage and go through rough times to the other side. I might not agree with him on those things, but the splitting of the kids I just DO NOT GET. grrr

I'm off. I'm trying to wean myself from this box some. I need to read, to live, something beside just sit in front of this computer so much. It's enjoyable, for sure, but I'm beginning to think I'm not exactly doing it in a healthy way.