The master class went really well. The violinist we got to play for was amazing, and he actually even played *with* us during part of the master class. Incredible...!!!
Afterwards a bunch of festival girls went out to see sex and the city movie and I cried my eyes out. SO GOOD. I do not want to give anything away, but I feel really happy tired from all the weeping now.
Came back to the festival and one of B's friends had a long talk with me about the orchestra she started in Boston AND she told me that the improvement I've made since last year (when she & I were at the same festival) makes her so inspired. I couldn't belive it!!!!! I have had a Platonic Cello Crush on this girl since 2003 (she is friggin AMAZING on the cello) and she is telling me that *I* inspire HER?????? whaaaaaa?
I feel all warm and fuzzy now!!!
(((((((HUGS TO EVERYONE)))))))))))))))
I am sorry I am not reading/posting on your threads right now but I am sending you all SO MUCH LOVE and visualizing each of you succeding with your loved one. If you need help you can always ask me on my thread
Still no news from B. WHEN IS HE GOING TO GET BACK TO ME? SATURDAY IS THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok I just needed to get that off my chest.
In the off chance that I *do* see him this weekend/week/in the next year, can we just review what my goals are here?
-Look Good -Be Happy & friendly -Relaxed -Listen -Be a Friend -Don't Show Disappointment
Anything else??????
This morning I had a really tough rehearsal and I wanted to run away and cry, but then I had a little break, ate lunch, did some facercise, took a nap, felt refreshed, and decided to do something different in rehearsal this afternoon. And it was so much better, lots of laughing, and good music. Things can change so quickly!!!!
I think your list is complete. Maybe Watch, but I'm calling that part of listen. Be yourself, and see what happens. He might ask you if you are seeing anyone, or something along those lines, so you might want to be ready for that. It would be good to answer without a breakdown!
I'd say "I'm really enjoying being single at the moment - I just want to have FUN I dont want any PRESSURE"
I don't know.... I think he'd see right through that. I'd be more inclined to keep it really simple. "No, not right now." And let it drop. What do you think you can be comfortable with, T?
Question: If I don't hear from him, what do I do? I already have backup plans for my day off tomorrow. I do not want to come off as pursuing, but I *do* want to see him while I'm in NYC. How long do I wait before I contact him again about meeting up? I wonder if he didn't get my email or something??????
