Cagz is really moving ahead Wierd...

[cagzmom]

thanks miss t. oh just to let you know my sister has been begging me to come back to the midwest and see her --- even offered to spend $$ to get me there. i am not ready to "return" BUT when and if I do---my parents live fairly close to you --- ok a few hours but it would be wELL WORTH IT TO ME to meet you!!

And i am thinking -- when you headin' this way again?

onto the my stitch
okok so my mind is playing terrible tricks on me. thoughts of h and they are sad...and I CANT DO ANYTHING. NOT SUPPOSE TO do anything. so wierd so wierd.

[glamgirl]

CagZ you are in North Carolina? I am trying to get a puppy and the breeder I think is from there. I might fly there in the next 6 months to pick a puppy up.

[glamgirl]

CagZ stay away, stay far away from your h at this time. Don't go looking for him. He doesn't want that.

Keep your head clear and stay focused!

[CMNM]

Cagz!
Did you say Midwest??? You could come see me... and Meredith too!

How are you doing today?

Me? Not so good. Procrastinated on assignments, again. I need sleep!!!

[cat03]

I prob said this before. As a dear friend told me a while ago while H still lived with me and was sinking into a dark hole:

You can't save a man from himself.

and


You are not Jesus, you can't save him.

[cagzmom]

Midwest trips will HAVE to include all of ya'll. AND anyone heading htis way --well I would make a day trip to meet you guys!!

Ok been getting my own life..
this week a I woggled (that woudl be a jog/walk) twice.. SO happy ....hard to believe I ran a marathon a few years back.
Favorite thing? I PLAYED COED softball last night...my son is on the team and a good friends daughter. My kids were both there- it was a beautiful carolina night and I was TRULY DEEPLY HAPPY for the first time in a very very long time

A good friend who has only really known me sad said..."you were so happy..it was so good to see." I said "you haven't ever seen me truly happy.." She said...NOT LIKE THAT. WOW --- doing my own thing for ME and it was GOOD! =)

[TRUSTING]

Cagz,

I would love for you to visit me in good old Wisconsin. Let me know when you are heading my way.