One more step and I am officially divorced. I am feeling:
Relieved sickened free like a failure sad happy scared like throwing up Like having a celebratory dinner like drinking
So a bit up and down I would say.
Been there, done that. I still have those feelings. Sometimes i still wonder how it all happened so fast. (but it was never fast enough for the X.) And then I feel like i have been going through it forever. I was talking with a friend tonight who is recently seperated and she said "I can't wait til I am past all of this." I was thinking me too. LOL. I don't really have sadness anymore, mostly agitation and disbelief that I was ever married to that alien I see now!!!
"You can't stop the waves, but you can learn to surf." Jon Kabat-Zinn
