Sounds really good Nik! and I'm glad you know what's bothering you about the dealership thing. It's just something that takes time to totally heal and if it's causing changes in your behavior, you should really talk to H about it and tell him it's something your working on and to forgive you for your snappiness.

I still had my own thoughts to deal with for a long time. I wish I could remember how long it was before those thoughts meant nothing to me. I can still visualize that pic of her on his phone, and I tell you truthfully, it brings no emotion to me at all right now. I imagine it took almost a year before I got to that point, maybe not that long, but part of it is knowing 100% that your H is back and that the OW is out of the picture and all that. You've gone thru your sitch for so long, that I imagine getting over these feelings is going to be harder for you. especially since you had more than 1 bomb. It's going to make it harder for you to fully open yourself up to him, but the more his actions prove to you that he IS back, the easier it will get.

Very happy for you about getting off of work! definitely try to get creative with H and make it fun! and YES you should definitely get some pics to send to him or something. and YES he was horny because of your text. I'm almost certain. I bet he was thinking about you as soon as he read it until he saw you. ;\)

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."