so quick update said I wasnt going to anymore, but sometimes.....you just do.
Had court today, I didn't go.I signed the parenting plan and dropped it in my lawyers inbox with a note asking her to "handle" it for me.
One more step and I am officially divorced. I am feeling:
Relieved sickened free like a failure sad happy scared like throwing up Like having a celebratory dinner like drinking
So a bit up and down I would say. I also completed my bankruptcy filing Monday. That was a difficult thing to do as I have always prided myself on making my way and taking care of my responsibilities. It is also a huge relief in ways. It also hurts giving up the home that I practically grew up in. My house was my grandfathers home, and now it will be leveled and a new one built in its place. It was also the home that I remodeled for my wife, new kitchen, new floors, new master bath, and new appliances. A lot of memories, not gone, but misplaced.
that about covers it. Thanks to those of you who have checked up on me.