So here I am. almost 10 months later and I am still pining and crying.
She says its not me. She just feels she was doing things against her better judgement. Wht the hell does that mean? I've always been open minded and able to be talked too.
I am refering to my relationship after my divorce. I got divorced in 2005. Started a new relationship near the end of 2005.
I really thought we had the tools to make it work. Both coming out of a divorce and all. Both having read DB and DR....and failing in holding our marraiges together.
Don't know what to do. I am doing the GAL. but so much zest has been lost. It feels more like going through the motions of life. I struggle everyday to keep from contacting her. More often than not, I have failed at that.
You would think after ten months, I wouldn't cry. I wouldn't feel a need to fix it. I have been through this before. I know these books yet I have such a hole in me that I can't seem to close. I want to scream.
