Forrest.. Points his finger at T... then falls to the floor laughing... wooo.. that was a good one. Hold on let me clear my throat.. cough,cough .... I told you! Which part of get some help with that did you not understand. You are gonna fight yourself on this.. I guarantee it. Here is what I suggest.. find somebody to talk to. Its great you did not let her see it.. but what happens when you slip?? Bye.. Bye.. Chance number 3. You know what to do.. you just keep trying to figure out why.. Just do it already!!
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.