Hey Starshyne...

I just wanted to pop in and say.. What you are doing is a good thing. I know it feels awful.. and that digs at you a lot.. please stay focused on this is a change for you. And it is.. this right here.. the stuff you are doing.. is going to change your life for the better. No question about it. All you are doing is setting boundaries based on how you feel things should be. You have been clear about them.. He knows. I could recite them to you.. I am sure he understands.

Please.. Please.. don't back down until you are absolutely sure things are going to change.

I told you way back.. When is strong Sara going to step up.. I am glad she finally came around again. I hope to see more of her.

I know it does not count for much.. and maybe sounds a bit weird.. but I am proud of you. I know this is hard for you.


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.