Puppy, I expected:
ARE YOU CRAZY, MAN! WTF! BLLLEEEECCCHHH!!!!

You crack me up. Sure am curious how many years you have under your belt.

Too late. This long ass letter was given to her mid last year. She kept it. Its in a drawer.

Anyways.....

WW was acting a bit weird at home. I figured it was because I went to D11 ceremony and she didn't. We talked a bit. She said she had gone to a daycare that we used to have D's in and found out they had no room. For now, D's will stay at home. Alone. We feel very bad about this, but we cannot afford anything else. Not right now. Especially if she wants to move out. While I was talking to her yesterday morning just after she got to work, she got a call from FIL. She said that she hoped everything was ok. Last night I asked if he was ok. The said yeah and kind of changed the subject. That was strange. I made dinner and we let the D's stay up late. I fall asleep on bed and WW on the sofa with D11. I had already put D6 in bed earlier. Passed out. Not a bad night. WW just looked frazzled.

This morning we talk a little about the guy she referred and we are laughing a bit. WW ask D11 about giving away the puppies this weekend. I am curious about her FIL. I bring it up again. I tell her, "So your dad is ok?" She says, "Yeah, he just told me something that I didn't want to hear."

I left it at that. Not sure what the hell that means. I know he has offered to give $15K to purchase a house closer to town. That was last year before they found the cancer. Maybe she asked him for it and he changed his mind. Don't know. I think that the finance stuff is starting to hit her. She also mentioned a few days ago that S14 mentioned something about his dad wanting child support when he moves in with him.

I make sure to stay upbeat. I notice that she didn't eat her lunch that she took yesterday.

Don't even ask.

She says she visited the day care during her lunch as well as the vet next door. She found out how expensive shots are for the pups.

We are having good days again.

I sure would like to ask her to lunch. I might send her an email tomorrow. Maybe something funny.


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."