I feel for you Sweetie. I'm sure I would feel much the same. No wait, I would be worse. I see how you've handled this whole sitch and I can tell you that the kind of grace that you've shown sitting in the same church service Sunday after Sunday amazes me, and I really don't think I could do it. Don't be so hard on yourself. You are human afterall and they can mess with us all they want, but when it comes to our cubs the claws come out!
