I've had 4 weddings since H & I separated. You might remember the 1st from 10-07 in which I was a bridesmaid and I cried hysterically as the bride walked up. Since then, been to 2 others and have been a maid of honor in another.
And....Saturday is my brother's wedding that I'm in. That will make it 5, FIVE weddings since our separation.
It isn't easy. All I could think about was having H there. Every time I think, "H should be here with me." I bet something big will happen w/ your H and you afer this. It is a big thing.
(((((LISA)))))
H & I, both 32, together since 18. *M 7/03, A since 9/06. Bomb 7/07, H ended it w/ OW 9/08 * Agreed to D 6/09...very hard *D 8/10 * At peace, have become great friends w/ X-H and his new GF